| music: Saves The Day/Something Corporate(cd changer is 'through being cool', 'leaving through the window', 'stay what you are', 'north')
Cheers everyone. I hope we all had a great weekend-i know I did. It started on Friday with a band practice at Fenix studios. Then 2 shows saturday- the SI waterfront festival(singing to drunken homeless people is my idea of a great afternoon)...and then later that night at Dockstreet. The evening show went fucking amazing. Booking the show, I couldn't have been happier with the turnout(196 kids payed), and playing it, I couldn't have been happier with the response. My favorite part of it all was in the last song, when the crowd was chanting "save her, i'm not a savior" along with us...My "finger shakin' " seemed to get quite a bit of attention..hmm. Later that night was Taco Bell on the beach with Joe, and John- a great night. Sunday I worked...and came home early sick to my stomach...there's a conscience for you.
Well, none of the problems I wrote about in my last entry have been resolved really. In fact, I think a few more have evolved. But...i wasn't expecting the overload of people being dissapointed in me that seems to exist...I had this great big scheme to fix a certain situation, but I just gave up on it. Why waste my time on a girl that wouldn't care if I was hit by a car tonight, and my intenstines were scattered all over the highway? I tried, and she knows that. It's up to her now.
Either all the girls are moving west, or I'm getting pickier-but it's hard to really find anyone that...works. For example-there was this gorgeous girl in school today. I swear i saw her 7 times, at least. We just kept passing eachother, exchanging glances. Anyway, on my way up to english, I saw her in the hallway with some of her friends( guess). And the other girl passed them, and she and the others just starting saying rude things to this girl(freshman) for no reason what so ever. So I was like "fuck that"....If you chart the actions of all of the ex's(yes, ALL 4239809345 of them) they generally were assholes, and just...mean.(with a few exceptions of course). Well no more of that, no more girls like that...nice girls from now on, please.
Maybe i'm dreaming too high, but all I want is someone to bring soup to...and write songs about...happy songs. And someone who won't mind waking up on sundays for coffee, and who won't mind doing the sunday morning crossword puzzle with me. And who won't mind me at her window, every so often, just singing...serenading, if you will. AND someone who will listen to perdy acoustic songs, and Konstantine with me, and NOT interrupt...at least the first time we listen to it...
something corporate + acoustic + maybe somewhat short hair ;) + soup + sunday morning crossword puzzles = Jeremy's dream girl
"nothing's like being held, sometimes" - Saves The Day
-Jeremy |
